Mary Cosby’s son, Robert Jr., revealed his battle with drug habit throughout an emotional dialog on Wednesday’s episode of “The Actual Housewives of Salt Lake Metropolis.”

After expressing how involved she was along with her son being “very absent,” Cosby sat down with Robert Jr. and requested him to inform her the “sincere reality.”

“What are we doing?” Cosby requested Robert Jr. after strolling into his room and seeing him in mattress. “You bought to be actual. You bought to speak to me.”

Robert Jr., 21, hesitated for just a few seconds earlier than confessing to his mother, “I’m taking Xanax” –– a sedative treatment that can be utilized to deal with nervousness.

“I simply took half to sit back me out, after which I take an Adderall to steadiness out Xanax,” he shared.

Cosby, 52, tearfully requested her son if he was “sad” or if he noticed what he was doing as a “drawback.”

“No. I don’t know. Typically I really feel like, I don’t know, life is like simply rooster unseasoned, however I don’t know. After I get excessive, it’s including seasoning to it,” he defined.

Robert Jr. went on to admit that he began taking the medicine when he “simply turned 16.”

“At first, I used to be like, I’m simply gonna stick with pure stuff. After which, I went to a celebration, and somebody gave me a Xanax. After which I used to be like, ‘Oh, I like this,’ so I began shopping for it,” he recalled. “Then I began doing Xanax with acid after which molly with Xanax, as a result of I like Xanax, so i blended it with every part –– Xanax and cocaine.”

Cosby appeared surprised and repeatedly mentioned, “Oh my God,” earlier than Robert Jr. additional instructed her that he additionally had an issue with the addictive painkiller, OxyContin.

“You realize the common, 30 milligram Oxys?” he requested her. “I seen this was like a turning level for me was, like, I used to be taking 10 without delay, and I couldn’t even really feel it. I couldn’t really feel it in any respect.”

Cosby continued crying and instructed her son that she “received’t decide” him and can “attempt to assist” him, however he additionally must “assist [himself].”

“You’re blessed! You get up each morning. Daily’s a brand new day, a blessed day, [and] to waste it to get excessive when God wakes you up each single day, you understand how many individuals didn’t get up at present? You’ll die,” she instructed her son via tears.

Robert Jr. replied, “I wished to die on the time.”

“You understand how that might kill me,” she confessed.

Robert Jr. defined that he “felt like a stain” and “felt like this world wasn’t for me.”

“You’re the one motive I didn’t kill myself,” Robert Jr. mentioned whereas beginning to cry.

Cosby expressed how she “love[s] [him] greater than something, greater than something on this world.”

“You’re my buddy, you’re my son, you’re my present,” she instructed him. “God gave you to me. You’re the one factor that ever made me completely satisfied. Earlier than I had you, I used to be by no means completely satisfied. You got here in, and also you have been so actual. You was every part I hoped for in an individual.”

Robert Jr. emotionally responded, “I simply barely began being completely satisfied once more.”

“Please, child, acknowledge it. Personal it, and alter it, as a result of you’ll be able to,” she inspired him.

They ended their emotional dialog by sharing an intimate hug and telling one another how a lot they love the opposite.

Cosby lately shared an replace about her son with Web page Six, saying that Robert Jr. is now “regular” and “wholesome.”

“It will get worse earlier than it will get higher, and also you guys will see that every one come out,” she instructed us final week. “It’s so heartfelt, and it’s actual. It’s our actual life, and I don’t know if actuality TV has ever reached this level.”

The Bravolebrity admitted that it was a “breaking level” between the 2 of them, and the entire dialog “shocked” her.

“He’s engaged on himself, on telling lies, he’s engaged on himself, on being sincere with me and never attempting to deceive me, and in order that proper there, I believe simply these little adjustments has bettered our relationship, as a result of that’s extra belief, extra love and loving me in the correct manner, not making the most of mother,” she continued.

“The Actual Housewives of Salt Lake Metropolis” airs Wednesdays at 9 p.m. ET on Bravo with new episodes streaming the following day on Peacock.

When you or somebody you recognize is affected by any of the problems raised on this story, name the Substance Abuse and Psychological Well being Companies Administration’s Nationwide Helpline at 800-662-4357.

When you or somebody you recognize is affected by any of the problems raised on this story, name or textual content the Suicide & Disaster Lifeline at 988.